CJ Satti | The Battle Within That Leads to Growth

Growth doesn’t happen without a fight—and sometimes the battle is inside.

In this episode, CJ Satti returns for a raw, vulnerable conversation about the mental, emotional, and spiritual struggles men carry every day. We talk about what happens when the pressure to provide, lead, and stay strong turns into silence, guilt, or emotional exhaustion.

CJ shares his personal transformation—from quitting alcohol to deepening his faith—and how making space for emotions became the fuel for real growth. We reflect on the complexity of being fathers, husbands, and men who want more… but are still learning how to be present.

If you've ever felt pulled between the man you are and the man you're becoming, this one's for you.

Chapters:
00:00 – Intro: Life Update & Podcast Growth
02:15 – The Chaos in a Man’s Mind
05:30 – Guilt About Creative Dreams & Priorities
08:10 – Balancing Marriage, Kids & Inner Restlessness
10:20 – The Cost of Poor Communication
13:00 – The Pressure to Appear "Okay"
15:45 – CJ’s Journey Quitting Alcohol & Weed
21:00 – Why Growth Hurts at First
24:20 – Distractions, Numbing, and Avoidance
27:50 – Faith, Free Will & the Power of Prayer
32:00 – Outwitting the Devil & Spiritual Drift
35:00 – The Battle Between Flesh and Spirit
38:00 – Journaling, Therapy & Processing Emotion
42:15 – What We Want Our Kids to Remember About Us
46:00 – Provider Pressure vs. Being Present
50:10 – Forgiveness, Self-Awareness & Emotional Maturity
54:00 – The Power of Reflection After a Bad Day
58:00 – Advice to Our Younger Selves
1:02:00 – Final Thoughts on Growth, God & Masculinity